I shoot....you run.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 01:31:44 GMT

i have a new journal:

_gunsgobang_

its friends only also bitch!

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 05:47:17 GMT

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 22:37:09 GMT

*Please note*

This journal is not dead. Its just that all comments are lock for friends only. So if you give a fuck post here and i will add you!

peace out mutha fucka!

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 03:06:41 GMT

yeah im making this friends only now. in sick of stupid pathetic kids reading this and making stupid comments.

haha fucker.

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 01:17:51 GMT

wahoooo

yeah sledding was extremely fun. ha me and john and brad went to dead mans hill lol and sled for a bit. it was really fun. thanks to mr wagner for lending me some carharts. yeah but john pulled me around on the sled and it was just a really fun time!!!!

i almost wiped out it was soo fun.

snow angles and such <3

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 04:06:10 GMT

yep did nothing today.

found the christmas stash... score!

hung out with john for a bit. even 5 minutes is wonderful with that boy!

i hope the church burns down while your in confession.
^ not directed to anyone in particular..

tommarow 12 hours of watching annoying little shits with my love john!
heh woot woot.

LOOK PICTURES FROM MY AWSOME PARTY! I WANN HAVE ANOTHER!

^BRIDGET...CATE IS ABOUT TO LICK HER EAR! MMM NILLA WAFFERS!

^^ LOOK AT THOSE HOT FUCKS! AND CLAIRE BEAR IN THE BACK GROUND!

ME AND MY LOVE. BRIDGET ANNE MOORE. CAN YOU GUESS WHAT HER FAVORITE FINGER IS?

haha that was soooooo fun i dont know what happened to the rest of my pictures with everyone they disapeared and that made me sad! until next time!

brrrrrrr

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 18:29:56 GMT

Sabotage.Overthrow.
Disobey and demolish.
Desecrate.Fuck it all.
Nothing is holy.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 04:28:06 GMT

john just left.

being with that kid is heaven. its amazing. we are high off each other.

yay for winter break.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 03:08:26 GMT

hollly shit. yeah me and john and brad went to see A series of unfortunate events. it was good. i cried though and i never cry in movies. yeah i spent a lot of timw with those crazy boys today. it was fun. yay for sparrow.

ITS FUCKING WINTER BREAK!

hell yes im so happy.

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 02:14:57 GMT

woooohoooo

ha our show was kinda lame.... but then again kinda fun. heh

well after school me and john hung out and went to richmond and i saw the wonderful loveley elisha at mickeyD's! yeah then we hung out for sometime then went to the show. it was pretty fun. i moshed like a tiny bit but i barely got to cuz of damn darga. i was mad.MY FINGER WENT UP SOME KIDS NOSE! IT WAS FUCKING SIIIIIIICK LMFAO. JD and Matt and all those un little freshmand made it fun haha. they are silly children. i talked to scotty alot today.. not to be like the rest of those phsyco scotty girls but i dont like sufficate him so i think thats y he talks to me lol yeha he came up to me lol it was neat. but oh i gave john my brazil hoodie and it looks fucking hott! haha yeah.

well there were a group of 4 girls ( plastic skanks) that decided to go to night and bob their heads and stare at scotty. y the fuck do they have to invade shows now too? they make me sick. god damn it.and then they went and watched the basketball team.. god whores are everywhere!

I HAVE A FRENCH TATTOOO!

ooooh baby!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:13:16 GMT

yeah home from my sisiters choir concert....

it was...riveting...

i got some dirty looks.. that was fun....

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:16:44 GMT

yeah today was boring too...

mrs moras room looks like shit... a cafe of shit ha

me and claire were catching feathers in french!

doo doo doo doo

i hung out with john today. that was really fun

but yeah thats about it...

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:21:19 GMT

i pass the fake one's house on my bus route. and everytime i cringe. im done with all that. its ridiculous. they are pathetic. and i want nothing to do with FAKE people. go polute the earth somewhere else you scum.

nothings happening...at lunch i was "blinded by the light" haha get it like that song? but it was fucking bright in there. ha.

lordie lordie.

i made christmas cards for all my friends! so if you get one you should feel special!

C U Next Tuesday!

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:25:09 GMT

agh i have a headache.

the acedmy makes me want to shoot myself in the face. fuck getting into college i can not deal with those people.

well yeha im still alive.. didnt get shot by any raving plastic people. as if they could have touched me. hah.

if all you fucking do is pretend all your life by the time you die you will have wasted your life. GOOD ADVICE : DO NOT FUCKING BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT!!!! BE YOUR FUCKING SELF. IF YOU CHOOSE TO BE SO FALSE YOU ARE FUCKING SCUM.

yeah but today was boring...like anyother monday...

but oh lord having that boy around makes everything so much better!

peace

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 02:33:20 GMT

happy happy joy joy!

i got to hang out with john today..even though it was for a tiny bit it was awsome. and i cant wait until tommarrow cuz we are gonna make forts and have s snowball fight and he is dead haha!

i realized also that those people mean nothing in the grand scheme of things and its important to surround yourself with people that make ou happy. and i have that. my awsome friends and john. so talk about me all the fuck you want. i have all that i need and you are just a insignificant waste of time. TO HELL WITH YOU AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS. i want nothing to do with fake people.

i love my friends!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 03:28:15 GMT

MUMMY FUCKER! hahahhahahaah omg i just got home from this awsome awsome show! the best was "Our Delay" and "Kissy Face Fashion Faux Pas" hahaa omg it was great! they are the shit!!!

today i went to target with my mother it was fun i got a bunch of stocking stuffers! then i had to go to fucking church...dont ask me why went went saturday night? but liz's journal said she was there too...but its funny cuz i didnt see her.....i bet if it wasnt church she would come up and stab me... its was dumb because the whole thing was about confession and i wanted to just be like ah what the fuck i dont need to tell some child molester weirdo of my sins... your supposed to have a direct relationship with god not some random man who puts him self on gods level... im sorry but going to talk to a priest just puts yourself at risk for being molested...and thats all. tell god your sins not a weird man.

yeah well today was fun! uh oh looks like monday im gonna have to cut some skanks up!

hahaha john mummy fucker! i love u kiddo thanks for today!

peace.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 00:22:14 GMT

HOLY FUCK. THIS MAKE ME SICK.

THIS IS A POST OF LIZ WEIRS (AKA LES WEIRD):

i'm just gonna come out and say it know.. i've never really liked you mary. i agree with the amandas, i think you're an annoying little bee hotch. "oh my god, mary, thats my name too." "cause turning to you is like falling in love when your ten"..uh yeah that was about you, and i think you're just stupid and don't know jack shit about music... yeah theres my little rant, from months of pretending to like you

THAT JUST PROVES HOW FUCKING FAKE YOU ARE AND YOU JUST WANT EVERYONE TO LIKE YOU AND THINK YOUR ALL COOL. YOU FUCKING DISGUST ME. GO AHEAD AND FUCKING TAKE THOSE PLASTIC BITCHES SIDES. YOU ARE JUST AS FAKE AS THEM!

YOU HAVE NO REASON NOT TO LIKE ME EXCEPT THAT I HAVE THE BOY THAT YOU WANT. WELL JELOUS IS A BITCH.

WHAT MAKES U FUCKING THINK I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MUSIC? YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME STUPID DIRTY CUNT!

I AM DISGUSTED BY YOU. YA KNOW YOUR SAY YOUR ALL RELIGIOUS AND SHIT. BUT THATS ITS BULLSHIT. CUZ YOU JUST GO GET DRUNK AND JACK OFF SOME SICK FUCK (LIEK NASTY ASS ERIC KALTZ) YOU ARE PATHETIC.

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO? I KNOW ONE THING! HE WOULDNT FUCKING PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE HES NOT!

GO FUCKING CRY IN YOUR PIES YOU STUPID NASTY SICK ASS BITCH.!!

YEAH MY MOM FUCKING PAINTED THAT PLACE. OTHERWISE I WOULD SPIT ON YOU AND YOUR PIES AND YOUR BELIEFS.

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO SAY I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MUSIC. I HAVE KNOWN AND LOVE DASHBOARD SINCE WHEN YOU LIEK THE FUCKING BASKSTREET BOYS. AND YOU KNOW WHEN I ASKED IF THAT WAS ABOUT ME YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO TELL ME IT IS. YOU ARE PATHETIC.

I AM GOING TO PRAY FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE SUNK EXTREMELY LOW AND JOHN NOR BRAD NOR ME HAS ANY RESPECT FOR YOU. YOU ARE SCUM AND FALSE.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:05:14 GMT

today was boring.

me and audrey had a spit fight. that was fun.

yeah.....

ha john's dressy shirt was hott. i love that boy.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:35:20 GMT

NickyOfTheDead: gay guys give the best head

lmfao... i am jelous!

i hate the existence of hickies...that all i have to say..

i know what your thinking.... "shes such a whore"
but this is wrong.. see by definition whore is someone who does it with numerous partners (i.e. you)...i have one!

When the pimp's in the crib ma
Drop it like it's hot
Drop it like it's hot
Drop it like it's hot
When the pigs try to get at ya
Park it like it's hot
Park it like it's hot
Park it like it's hot
And if a nigga get a attitude
Pop it like it's hot
Pop it like it's hot
Pop it like it's hot
I got the rolly on my arm and I'm pouring Sean Don
And I roll the best weed cause I got it going on
Uh! I'm a nice dude, with some nice dreams
See these ice cubes, see these Ice Creams?
Eligible bachelor, million dollar boat
That's whiter than what's spilling down your throat
The Phantom, exterior like fish eggs
The interior like suicide wrist red
I can excercise you, this can be your Phys. Ed
Cheat on your man ma, that's how you get ahizzead
Killer wit the beat, I know killers in the street
Wit the steel that'll make you feel like Chinchilla in the heat
So don't try to run up on my ear talking all that raspy shit
Trying to ask me shit
When my niggaz fill ya vest they ain't gon pass me shit
You should think about it, take a second
Matter fact, you should take four B
And think before you fuck wit lil skateboard P

f u c k i n g c u n t

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 00:07:22 GMT

TODAY WAS AWSOME!

seriously one of the best days i have had in a long time...all thanx tho my love! hes such a sweetheart.

casey came over and helped me the soda constructor gay ass project for math. he is a saint.

i have to go do homework that should have been done a long time ago.

im soo lucky i have you again! :-)

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 02:00:44 GMT

yeah today was okay.

not much happenin...

Mrs Mora said i have talent because i showed her my poems... i think shes full of shit.

they rearranged the tables in the cafeteria.... today it was chaos....

john was wearing his glasses. he is adorable and braniac looking ha.

i watched charlie brown with my mother... that was the best part of my day. i love my mommy. i found out she has an internal syst... i think she'll be okay but keep her in your thoughts would you?

yeah im so happy we dont have school tommarrow. im looking forward to being lazy with my love. heh

yes well thats all..

the snow melted! rats!...its cuz i went outside...cuz i am so hott...it melted ...ha

all you need is a bow and your the perfect christmas present!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 20:23:08 GMT

yeah today there was alot of talking about me going on.... none too my face of course! i honestly dont care what you say or think. you are scum.

...and ya know i didnt expect it out of one of them... its dissapointing she stooped to that level...

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?????????

i missed my love today! he was at home sick! but it will be made up for wednesday!

....and no kids... gay is not a religion......(holy shit....no comment)

STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS WILL NEVER HURT ME!

i dont play stupid high school games.

...i am in a grade where i dont need a diper (ahemlilamandaahem)

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 02:26:44 GMT

"...and there she was, more beautiful then ever. with glisning eyes and glowing skin she gazed as i gaped..."- my love

:-D i love him soo!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:35:45 GMT

today was boring.

i got my christmas tree.....

yeah extremely dull.

i cant wait for wednesday.... ugh that will be so nice! :-) the whole day doing nothing but laying there with my love!

i like having things to look forward to.. makes severything more bearable!

Je t'aime!

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 03:13:33 GMT

im so lucky..... so amazingly lucky.

yeah today i got back from my aunts house (i like going cuz she practicly gives me her credit card an lets me shop online) ha yeah so that was neat. then i came home and went to holidays or w/e the fuck its called and it was okay kind aboring so me and john left early and hung out at his house and seriosuly i get the best feeling with him. i cant explain how happy he makes me. it feels extremely right. and that is why i am lucky.

i am also lucky because even though i was raised by one parent completely biased and single minded i have another who is a wonderful parent in giving me the chance to have a open mind and be able to think for myself and learn other beliefs and such instead of making me a sheltered person. because if you are raised blind you will be blind as an adult.. and there are way too many people like that.